To be truthful, I've posted a lot of drafts for new posts...but I have never gotten around to finishing it. I think that maybe, I might not want to blog on this blog anymore; it's a thing of the past. I've grown up so much since last year. I've been through a lot and I've matured a lot. I not longer try to hold on to the past. I've truly let it go. Whatever happens will happen. The more I tried to hold on, tried to maintain it in my memories, the more unhappy I became. I was in a hole and I tried to keep on digging...it only got me deeper. I couldn't get out.
